fail.

ahhhh, got a C1? mock next monday ... not a proper one, only from chapter 2 to 5 ;
and a biology exam >___________<

I dissected a sheep's  heart yesterday, it was all good fun; and to be honest, it felt like a lump of meat ¬¬"
but I wasn't able to dissect a dead rat though, I saw the pictures and I felt sick, they had screwdrivers holding the arms and legs down ... my other friend who didn't dissect the rat with me, couldn't take the heart dissection yesterday >____< I thought it'd be bad and disgusting but it was all, except for the fact the heart was freezing cold. Also my friend's dead rat had 8 babies waiting to be born T____T" [I can't believe they gave her a dead pregnant rat.]

I have a feeling I did quite well[?] in my physics ISA, but I could be wrong, the smart people in my class found it a bit hard >_____<

Anywayss;
I am gonna spend a lot this christmas >_________<
Got to buy;;
☆a wallet for a friend [even though he doesn't want it ¬¬"]
☆chip in £10 for a instax camera for a friend's bday
☆chip in £? for another friend's bday
☆might spend some more if i'm buying christmas presents for friends ...
☆and £5-£10 for a secret santa present ~

Even with EMA, I fail with money. Even if it's not a lot.

[oh, and possibly save up for a summer'1o trip to hong kong/korea/japan with the lovely chinese school standing crew ^^, except i'm sure that will fail like any other plans i've made to go to those countries... ]

Can't wait for my half day this tuesday xD
Awards ceremony at my school, and sixth formers don't have to go.
Also a half day on friday xD Last day of term, might go ice skating [more money to be spent .___. ]

[picture from photobucket]
[dammit, the picture got deleted ¬¬"
and that was such a beautiful picture of him T___________T"]
This guy is my new love <3333
apart from jaejoong [who will always be my love ^^]
He is Jung Yonghwa from the band C.N.Blue and the amaaaazing drama 'You're Beautiful'
I still have to finish watching it >______< he's amaaazing, but I already know that the Minam is gonna end up with Taekyung [the second dude never gets the girl in a k drama ...]

Sad atm, because I heard that bigeastation was gonna end, that means no more junko >______<
and their random talks  =[

sleep deprived.

it is now o4:17am in the morning, as the clock states in the right bottom corner of my laptop. xD

now it's o4:18~

i wonder how long i can stay awake until my mum wakes up and shouts at me.

last time, it was around 5 something xD
but that was because i was in my brother/cousin's room.
haha. i was watching pimp my ride on mtv, and playing the computer while they were sleeping.
eh. unfortunately my mum woke up to go to the toilet, and she found me still awake =___=
my plan would have worked if he didn't need to go to the toilet.

anyways.
it's not like i;m not doing anything productive.
i'm revising physics xD
oh yeah. i'm sooo cool ^^
for once i'm not procrastinating.

hmmm. maybe i just function well in the early morning xD
because i can't actually revise until around 9pm.

normal routine~
wake up;
go to school;
come back from school;
internet;
------------------- [after this part => second half of daily routine xD]
eat;
internet;
dinner;
internet;
homework/ revision;
and maybe if i have time, then internet again xD

so in my daily life, i procrastinate alot[?]
if i'm on holiday or something; i would still keep the second part of my routine the same, in the morning i would probably sleep until 11am or something;
then eat;
internet;
eat;
internet and then add that to the second part. and that;s my life really.

oh wells.
i don't have an exam tomorrow; which is good, or else i wouldn't be up this late =____="

and now i'm having a break from revising.
but my exam is not until 2 weeks later.
i find this is quite an achievement; i've never revised that early in advance. which is kinda bad. and even worse, because it's towards the end of my gcses.


oh, and because this post is kinda boring. i thought it might 'spice' it up a bit if i put a picture of jaesu up



just look at the intimacy between them;
and are they holding hands?
this is just blantant proof.
forget all the other amazing proof on yunjae.

JAESU is ♥ .


i think i'm rambling on a bit too much.
maybe because i need sleep?
haha. not really, because i got out of bed yesterday at 3:30pm. ahaha. even my brother and sister came home from school.
so technically staying up this late is not really bad.
just shifting my daily routine a few hours late. ^^

and i'm just listening away to my DBSK songs xD
slightly depressed atm; because kiss shita mama sayonara has been played at least thrice in the last hour. and it's on shuffle. although i do love that song.

and i realised i just wrote a lot of crap writing. which makes sense.
and i don't actually wanna stop.
i like the tapping noises on the laptop as i type away.


hmmmm.. i think i should stop now.
oh wells.
good night. xD
minna san~ oyasuminasai ~ [feeling in a japanese mode?]
but i'm not technically gonna sleep yet.
kinda bored actually.
no new updated statuses on facebook. i think it's mainly because no one's online.
i thought about playing restaurant city, but technically i don't have to do anything, just make them either be a cooker or a waiter or sometimes a cleaner, move the furniture which is blocking the door, and off it goes.

it's o4:40am.
woah. it's been atleast 20 minutes since i started this post.
did i really type 20 minutes worth of writing?

eh. i;m kinda bored now.
i think imma go make some of the texts be all pretty and colourful. be right back.

aish. it's 4:51am atm.
i'm sure i didn't spend 10 minutes just 'colouring' in the text.

wow. and i've just realised that HUG in nihongo doesn't really sound weird.
the international version on the other hand . . .
let's just say i haven't even finished listening to the whole song.

oh yeah.
and after watching dbsk on oshareism for the nth time;
i've realised that i really like yoochun's bag.
i even googled it on google [well duh...]
and it's quite expensive T-T"
it's from a company called ALVIERO MARTINI.
the name sounds impressive already~
so i should start saving up;

and for the mirotic 4th live tour concert dvd and the secret code 4th live tour when it comes out;
even though i;ve already seen the mirotic one on youtube. not the full version though. because all of it wasn;t shown on that japanese channel. that did that on purpose, so we must buy the dvd to see the rest. quite a good plan for getting money from SM.
i swear i'm gonna be so poor because of the marketing strategies from SMent.

and now it's 5:06am.
after writing that second part, and 'colouring' it in as well.

"君だけ想っているよ"

AND YES I'VE REALISED THAT THIS IS A FAT POST.

cds, dvds, etc.

AHHHH; no time at the moment;
but i'll be back and update this post along with the others XD

mental note to self: this post is about the cds received, and the love for yesasia XD

"広がってゆく Funkination"

share the world.

guess what people XD
i received my CD + DVD share the world single from CDJAPAN;
first time buying from them XD;

i'll upload pictures later;


the outside XD


the inside XD

and the card~~~


its YUNHO <3>I don't really mind getting this card, although I really wanted Jaejoong >.<>
I;m still content XD

"あの大空に 届くまで "

"tissue".

LMAO;
so I was watching the 3rd live tour dvd [again]
and the five in the black special version thing;
and was watching proud;
the one where micky starts to cry and then junsu;
then my sister said the most randomest thing'

"Do you need a tissue, Junsu"

-I started laughing, but she just kept a straight face, and about 10 seconds later; she starts laughing; and I asked 'Why are you laughing?', she goes, 'About what I said before' and me, 'Well, that's a bit late, don't you think.'

Btw if you don't get the whole tissue thing, it was when DBSK went on Channel A, and ate the 5 most spiciest foods in the world; and Junsu was like 'tissue, tissue', and Fukawa [the host] thought he was saying Junsu himself.

아이구~~~

and now thats my sister's favourite word atm [yeah, i know, its just the word 'tissue' ¬¬"]; and junsu's her second fav dbsk member, after Jaejoong ♥

Oh, and my cousin came over today; from Gloucester; but he's from HK XD


There was something else too;
hmm;
OH YEAH, I just found out that the person [岡崎律子] who sang the fruits basket theme song died in 2004; thats really depressing. =/

"Let's stay together　いつも"

shouyu koto <3

Hmmm, I think I'm updating quite frequently nowadays XD

So, nothing special happened today; except I watched 동방신기 on music lover;
LMAO; Sekine~san comparing 동방신기 to 'something';

so anyways;
he compares changmin first:

★a 2 year old german shepperd~

yunho:

★a cheetah

yoochun:

★a weak koala bear in the morning o.O

junsu:

★a prairie dog who leaves its pack

and finally;
JAEJOONG XD

★kuri-mu chi-zu ke-ki; ⇒ cream cheese cake

BWAHAHAHAHHA;

awww, but the description of him is true though, [kinda]
"If you look at Jaejoong, you will think that he is a very cold person. Very hard to approach. But in reality, after getting to know him, you just want to take care and look after him"
---hm, actually when I first found out about dbsk, I don't think I thought of him as cold;

"Like the first time seeing a cheese cake. It feels like it wouldn't taste good. That you can't accept it. But after you eat it, it is very delicious. Very soft. [weird noise made by Jaejoong] Like cheese. The same as cheese"
---same with this, I think cheese cake looks appetising <3

So they cancel each other out, which means that the cream cheese cake theory still applies to ジェジュン.


the subs;;
credits to : YunhoLoverXD @ youtube XD



OHHH, nearly forgot the yunjae moment at the end; [even though I ain't a big fan of them, more like a soulmate or jaesu couple]

"どういうこと"
"しょうゆ こと"

hmm, when I go Japan someday, I wanna get that soy sauce bottle toy that says shoyu koto XD

"君と出会うたびに"

home alone.

Hmmm; felt like posting today;

Kinda had the whole house to myself'
coz my family went to my uncle's house;
I didn't go though; because I had to revise for gcses;
I kinda did, and kinda didn't, but they won't know.

Anyways, so after I spent my time on soompi reading fanfics and crap;
I went downstairs and started watching my 'TOHOSHINKI 3rd LIVE TOUR 2008 ~ T~' [lol; just copied the exact title from the box'
It was a good time to watch it, because my brother wasn't here. If he was; he would have said that there were gay, and wouldn't leave the room; [like yesterday ¬¬" when I was watching the "O"-正.反.合 showcase]

I think this is probably the time where I watched the most; because mostly I skip parts when I think my brother will criticize the most on. And OHEMGEE, I just realised the sexiness in junsu and jaejoong's part in choosey lover.

"Choose me baby, uhh" - 준수
"Sexy lady, uhh" - 재중


---that bit starts around 2.23 <3

Even though I wasn't a big fan of that song, and on top of that, I realised that I actually didn't have choosey lover on my itunes. Aish [>.<] and jaejoong 'rocked' his body against the mic stand <3 in the No? perfomance ;; [wait, let me find another video]


---around 1.28 <3

OOOH; people, kinda good news;
I ordered 'Share the World/We are' from CDJAPAN;
first time buying from there; but my mum doesn't know yet >.<

----
EDIT;
i'm so stupid, you can't see what the times are on the video; so the either i go make the videos a bit bigger, or you can scroll around;
but atm; i'm not bothered; lol;

"Choose me baby uh"✖

happy.

mang. today was interesting;
doing german homework atm;
brb XD

mang. today i received my cds from yesasia XD

★mirotic version c XD
★heart, mind and soul
★survivor cd XD

yeah,, i know im kinda late with heart mind and soul, ive already got their songs on my ipod, but decided that i should buy their album XD and yes, i absolutely love that japanese album;

mirotic version c; i've already got version a, but i desperately needed this because of those 4 songs, and the photo booklet;-- oh, and because i was bored [ahem] i counted how many photos there were of each memeber;
-jaejoong: 29
-junsu: 28
-yoochun: 26
-yunho: 24
-changmin: 24
[actually theres two more photos, but i cant identify which memeber it is;
also theres one with eunhyuk [suju] and shinee in it XD]

and then BAM. the survivor CD; i kinda regretting not buying the CD & DVD one, as well, but if my mum found out that i basically kinda bought two things which were the same, then i would've been screwed at >.<
mang. i asked my brother to see if there was a jacket card in there, and he said no. ¬¬' but then he says 'stephanie' 'yeah' 'i'm just joking, its here, and he takes it out from under the duvet' yep he was kinda sleeping.

and BOOM.
i screamed when i saw the card. it was the one and only :
YOUNGWOONG JAEJOONG;
hmmm,, if you don't know yet, my ranking of dbsk members are;
★JAEJOONG; 영웅재중~~ <3
★then the rest of the members in no particular order.

Tbh, after my brother kinda scared me buy saying I didn't get a card, and then I did, I was just happy enough I got a card, but I never thought it would have been jaejoong's. This was because the other singles I bought ==> I never got a card.

So my first card was jaejoong.
I was content. LOL;


---keke; me with the card. he is too fit, and im not, thats why i crossed out my face. lmao;

I have so many more other DBSK merchandises to buy. But I might do that after my exams, and when I'm in HK [summer]; because they should have dbsk is music stores, righT? and that i don't have to order online.

tbh, i haven't been a fan for a long time, and the full albums i need to get are.:
★tri-angle
★rising sun
★five in the black
★the secret code

---if i'm that desperate, i might buy other versions of the albums;

---oh and i'm gonna buy the singles; especially the 'TRICK' singles.

---and all the other old school singles XD but i think imma become broke after that T_T oh well. and mang. i've realised that i've written a lot. i think.

so sayonara~~~~[lmao, reminds me of 'kiss shita mama, sayonara']

I have so many more other DBSK merchandises to buy. But I might do that after my exams, and when I'm in HK [summer]; because they should have dbsk is music stores, righT? and that i don't have to order online. tbh, i haven't been a fan for a long time, and the full albums i need to get are: ★tri-angle
★rising sun
★five in the black
★the secret code

---if i'm that desperate, i might buy other versions of the albums;

---oh and i'm gonna buy the singles; especially the 'TRICK' singles.

---and all the other old school singles XD but i think imma become broke after that T_T oh well. and mang. i've realised that i've written a lot. i think.

so sayonara~~~~[lmao, reminds me of 'kiss shita mama, sayonara']

"just take your hands now"✖

kiss the baby sky.

AHHHH,, kiss the baby sky pv is out today XD
looks so good XD



OHEMGEE, i'm in love with super junior's new song;

SORRY, SORRY XD
[Sorry, Sorry, Sorry, Sorry
내가 내가 내가 먼저
네게 네게 네게 빠져
빠져 빠져 버려 baby]

hmmmm,, think i might buy the album XD
along with the secret code XD;
yep, i haven't pre-ordered yet T_T
no money on my card >.<


anyways, toodle-loo,,
i need to write up my german orals o_______o

"Sorry, Sorry, Sorry, Sorry"✖

- 학교でした。 ＝.＝

Aish''

it's school again.
the day went by soooo slowly.
luckily i had private study at the end of the day, ...
but still ...

mang.
it was dayuum boring.


ooh, but something interesting happened today XD

DBSK - new mv out!
SURVIVOR!
-loving the song atm;

ehh, but the video -____________-
was a bit . . . bleh;
the choreography doesn't seem as "wow" as mirotic or purple line';
maybe it's because it's a japanese director.
maybe.
who knows.
but i love bolero though.

here it is XD;

"聴かせて愛しく儚く"✖